कलिल्लास वोर्ल्स domination

hello world this is your new ruler kalilla :D

light

emptiness
loneliness
forget him forgot him not
i love you one and the same
sweetness oh! sweetness
stolen from me
eyes that mesmerize with every deep stare
forget
forgot
i can not
without you my sun,
all days would be deary
tired and weary
thinking about you the only one
the forbidden one
whom i will not know as more than the sun

Home Three days Grace

I’ll be coming home
Just to be alone
Cause I know you’re not there
And I know that you don’t care
I can hardly wait to leave this place

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

By the time you come home
I’m already stoned
You turn off the TV
And you scream at me
I can hardly wait
Till you get off my case

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

I’m better off alone

No matter how hard I try
You’re never satisfied
This is not a home
I think I’m better off alone
You always disappear
Even when you’re here
This is not my home
I think I’m better off alone
Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a
Home, home, this house is not a home

Whatever

so your girlfriend doesn't like me! cool doesn't mean you have to stop talking to me just cause she being jealous and obnoxious....what are you her little bitch? haha pathetic

umm yeah!

I'm proud to admit that I'm listening to JIZZ IIN MY PANTS! got something to say well suck it!

Love Affair with Death

Remains is what you left when you left
Made of scars my bodies breaking
Now its broken cant you see you did this to me
Dreams becomes ashes
Bodies become corpses
Life moves on without you. no one ever cared you were there and no one will ever notice when your gone. We could all do without you, the psychotic tendencies, breaking havoc on an already scary world!
Turn around what do see?
A creeper standing there, stalking me,waiting
The angel of death at last, he looks at me and i laugh!
You look confused is all i say and temps me with the idea of walking away. Instead i took his hand and tell him i would have come anyway. Taking his hand, loving his company and ii'm gone now...
FINALLY FREE
I've never been a person fit for society. Less wanted than a plague of cancer...This is when i leave!
I wont shut up and i'll never go away! I'll scream in you face 'cause me and you are an equal kind of disgrace.
The angel of death takes me to hell and i smile at him, i begin to feel weak inside and he helps me stand!
I feel tired and he holds my hand, squeezing tightly, holding in in our mixed emotions.
Then we jump, hit the rocks.
Death just died with me
And life moves on without me! No one really cared I was there and no one even knows I'm gone.
They could all do without me, the psychotic tendencies, breaking havoc on an already scary world!

My head

He was there in my head
Drilling holes and killing me
Oh how I wish for the thought of being dead
It's there reaching out to touch my existence
A pointless existence
My life always goes this way, he comes in and I pray he will dispose of me this time.
I'm still here
Why does it take him so long this time?
The drilling won't go away and he's there again,though I can't see him.
He does that time and time again, creeps around like he thinks I don't know he's there.
That I don't know I might die this time, that this could be my last day! Well I do!
I know his movements. How he finds his prey!
I know him in a way that is different
"Get up!" he screams
He actually thinks I will listen.
He thinks I want to be free from him
I do!
Just in a different way.....

trip game?

Freak me out
Trip me up
let me fall backwards
stop me from going up
keep me from tripping sideways
creeping down
twisting out of control
limb from limb
dizzy intoxications
freaky hallucinations
you don't know whats wrong
you look scared
I'm the happiest I've ever been

Till death do us part

Freezing to death in this rain,
I still the remember the day,
I never thought that Id remember your name,
You said youd always be there for me,
But you never remained,
Forever I drained,
These memories of everything sane,
Psychotic, but I glocked that shot it next to my brain,
The clip was empty so I never felt the pleasure of pain,
But I seriously wish on that day that clip was equipped with bullets,
I pulled the trigger now love, this is a bitch to pull it,
All of this hint (cassilling?), nothing can save this killing,
I thought you cared for me, why're you running away from fillings?
You quoted in your eyes, you agreed to begin,
But that was gibberish, after this, you wont be breathing again.
I was decieved by a friend whod been a demon within,
Was telling me not to do what I needed, but I wasnt believin him,
You fuckin lied, you told me you would be by my side,
If I wouldve known this was gonna happen, I wouldve tried,
And make everything better, instead of letting it rise,
You could never decide,but whats worse you were letting me die, inside.
Youre fucked up, but I dont care cause its over,
Ive been in colder situations now that Im barely sober, and I promise I would my share the I pain i had with you,
(???)
Stay the fuck away from me bitch, I hate you!
There aint nobody around that could save you!
But what you rightly deserve, believe in me, not needing me, never was there, never believing me. (x2)

I pulled the trigger, to get her fucking attention, I shouldve murdered the both of them, but I have nothin against them,
Ran up six flights of steps ready to sacrifice, wasted my last bullet shooting the sky, that cashed my life,
Howled at full force, of course, the door had a latch in size, so I kicked it open and noticed her and her man inside,
I yelled, "DONT ACT LIKE YOU NEVER FUCKING DESERVED THIS!!" I swung my fist, she fell face first to the surface,
I blacked her eye, then asshole tried to pull a gat instead, I swiped it from his hand and stabbed him in the abdomen,
He screamed with dying tones, not once did he act or plea.
Both unconscious, so I covered their bodies with gasoline,
Cant breathe, youre not the bitch I had, never hesistated, then said fuck it, and lit the match,
If only you wouldve cared, you couldeve seen how nice I am,
But you never wanted me, so lets see you die for him.

Life lesson! it helped me alot

I looked up,
He said "Hi, pleased to meet you, my name is Lloyd Dobler,
I'll get straight to the point, won't take too much time from ya,
I'm probably the youngest person you who'll give you today,
And you may think that a guy my age wouldn't have anything to say,
But they say that it's obervation, not old age, that brings wisdom,
And I observe every single life lesson I'm given,
I won't attempt tell you how to love or be loved,
Because you get a different genie each time that lamp is rubbed,
But I will offer you advice on dealing with life,
Its ups and its downs,
Its troubles and its strifes,
Now I'm sure you've had times when you've felt down or angry,
Wanted to lash out, punch a wall and be manly,
But the question I pose now will offer you a plan B,
And maybe some peace and quiet for your friends and family,
How hard is it to decide to be in a good mood,
And then just be.. in.. a good mood?
That's all I have to say because it's a straight up fact,
You control your emotions it's as simple as that",
He walked off then, leaving me to contemplate this brief encounter,
I'd barely had time to realise I was being taught something before he was gone,
And I was back on my way.

who gives a shit right? what ppl think doesnt matter if your happy!i wish i acted that way though like the shit people said about me doesnt cut me up on the inside? well i got friends? i think... learn to trust no one and suddenly your alone. if this is what people think of you then you start to think it too. it fucks you up and hurts alot

I'll be okay?

I'll be alright i know it will. i hope it will. i'm confused! i love you so much and believe me i can't lose you.. this isn't very long but i must say it means alot!